okayy.
like...i cried yesterday night.
what the f-ck la ok.
i cried as i went to sleep
all these tears in my eyes just cant stand it being trapped and swelling up these ugly eyes.
wth.
everything just seems so wrong nowadays.i just really feel like transferring out of crescent.but i guess thats not the best thing to do.



okayy.lets just forget bout this dumb deppresion thing.


lets just be happy for once okayy.
but i cant.
i dont know why.
never mind


anyways...i just really hope that aisah,ernie and kelly could understand that i should always leave the classroom slightly later than the 3 of them coz the class is like...so slow to even leve the classroom.its like...i feel so guilty la that they would just always,and i mean..ALWAYS have to wait for me to leae the classroom together.like...i feel so bad la.and i've been getting closer to jane and trina and gretchen.like...damn.like...i seriously feel guilty now la okayy...
tears.
everything wont be like this if only they didnt voted me as the chair...sigh.everything is just so very wrong.



tears cant wait to be seen